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Feb. 23rd, 2009 @ 08:50 pm ultimate update
Current Mood: determined
so a lot has changed. on oct 27 i moved into rainer beach with my boyfriend. on nov 18 i had him arrested for domestic violence. 3 days later he was let out and i had a no contact order put into place so i didn't have so see him. at which point he continued to harass me.

long story short the whole situation caused a lot of stress and i ended up in the hospital with another exacerbation of my ms. i had to do the steroid treatments again and was not able to really take time off work due to the fact that i am now living alone.

on a positive note i am working really hard to be healthy. i have gotten lots of support from my mother and one of her really good friends that is a massage therapist.

im trying to think as positively as possible. i love myself i am grateful to those in my life and i will make the best of what is thrown at me.

love you all, and thank you,
mikey
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Oct. 9th, 2008 @ 08:26 pm i did it!!!!
Current Mood: accomplished
i sold my car... have mixed feeling about it but mostly i am happy. i can make do without it and it will free up a lot of my finances.

i know there will be times when i will miss the convenince of having a vehicle but at the same time i will be a lot less stressed about money. it means that i can focus on the money i owe my parents and start saving up. it also means that i could in theory move out soon being that my car took up more than $500 a month...

have to go have dinner with the parents now... going to have a drink tomorrow to celebrate :)

love you all,

mikey
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Oct. 3rd, 2008 @ 09:01 pm trying to sell my car...
Current Mood: determined
anyone that would be interested in buying my car should contact me...

i know it's a rough time to be trying to sell but i really can't afford to keep it anymore and i need all the help i can get...

details:

2006 scion xa, 31,000 miles valued at $12,200 pricing is somewhat negotiable but i really can't go bellow $11,000 i still have a loan to pay off and i don't really have the money to be paying of the remainder of the loan :(

if you know anyone interested please send them my way.

thank you for your help and i love you all,

mikey

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Jun. 18th, 2008 @ 09:41 pm (no subject)
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Jun. 18th, 2008 @ 09:29 pm hey everyone...
Current Mood: grateful
i know i have been off the radar for a while and i am sorry... i have just had to take some time to focus on myself. it is a great feeling to be able to just drop the baggage of the past and start completely fresh. that is were i am at.

1) got a gym membership to L.A. fitness and have started swimming again.
2) have a new manager at work that is great and i work well with.
3) soon the only people higher than me on the totem pole at work will be the manager and assist manager...
4) eating right
5)working on enrolling to S.C.C.C. so that i can pursue a job that is math related.

now i just need to work on reconnecting with the people that have been here to support me in my previous time of need. just being in my new situation has shed so much light on how unhealthy i was living and it has given me the opportunity to become health again.

thank you to all of you that were and are here to help me.

love,

mikey
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Jun. 18th, 2008 @ 09:24 pm just thought this was funny...

Your result for The What Kind of Girl are You Test...

The What Kind of Girl are You Test


You're beautiful, you have a great personality, and youre highly sexual. You're a liberal with your views and you don't put morals before everything. You're probably a great wife or girlfriend, and you know how to make sure that the ones you love are happy. You're probably fun in a conversation and I'm sure that you are as loveable as you are beautiful.



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Apr. 30th, 2008 @ 10:47 pm things that make you go hum...

Your LJ Slut Stats!
Out of your 31 friends, percentages you have:
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dated


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kissed


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seen shirtless


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had oral sex


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Apr. 30th, 2008 @ 10:30 pm so funny :)
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Apr. 30th, 2008 @ 10:27 pm got milk?????
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Apr. 19th, 2008 @ 12:21 am sighs...
Current Mood: drained
well a lot has changed (again) i say that every time i right... maybe because the only time i write is when there are a lot of changes.

1. leo and i are getting a divorce...

2. i have moved back in with my parents...

3. i have reverted to seclusion in an attempt to avoid confronting my feelings.

4. i am "dating" a 38 year old alcoholic who is currently unemployed and living with his ex... but is otherwise a really nice guy that can cook clean and has one of the best cocks i've been with...

5. i am trying to work 6 days a week to see if i can kill myself in the never ending effort to make some coin :(

all things considered i am feeling pretty good... just keep taking my meds and remember that my mommy loves me and all will be ok...

just want to say sorry to everyone i have not seen... i still love all of you, you know that right?

hugs and kisses,

mikey
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Nov. 5th, 2007 @ 04:49 pm down and out :(
Current Mood: restless
ranting so enter at your own free will :( Read more... )
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Oct. 31st, 2007 @ 10:14 pm updating my life...
Current Mood: restless
i don't really have anything important to say... but if you want an update you are welcome to read on... Read more... )
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Oct. 28th, 2007 @ 12:23 am (no subject)
ok i saw this and had to post it to my journal too... hope it works...

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Oct. 20th, 2007 @ 10:38 pm (no subject)
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Oct. 20th, 2007 @ 10:35 pm hehe...
just have to try with my new and improved user pics...
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Oct. 20th, 2007 @ 10:09 pm hey look i think i am figuring this thingie out :P
Current Mood: accomplished


my latest painting. i'm so proud of it i had to post it on the internet lol...
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Oct. 12th, 2007 @ 03:49 am woo hooo!!!
Current Mood: disappointed
hey guess what? its just like old times :( i can't sleep... fell asleep just fine to wake up from a bad dream. now i am wide awake... oh well at least i don't have to work til 1.

broke up with the new"ish" long distance boy. thought it was going to be great, thought he was a great, understanding guy. did not even plan on a relationship... just started talking and we hit it off well...

was very honest with him... and he seemed ok...

then for the last 2 weeks he doesn't return my calls or texts, no reason what so ever... sound familiar?

i think i know what it is. he has always blamed himself for all of leo's and my problems... he would not be persuaded otherwise and thought it best if he broke it off... it makes sense. it was his nature. but it still hurts A LOT.

and he was just a great guy, made me laugh, made me feel better, but i really don't think he could handle the fact that i had leo too, i know he tried but it is a hard fact. most people have a hard time loving someone that is not their own...

so i say goodbye to him, hope he can find happiness somewhere closer than what i had to offer. i will be sad but i suppose it is for the best.

now i just need to get ahold of the other guy that i really want to beat the shit out of me... that will make me feel so much better!!!!

is it wrong to cross from needing a hug to wanting the shit kicked out of you? i think they could be one in the same... either way... i need both

love you all and wish me luck on this whole sleeping thing :(
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Oct. 5th, 2007 @ 08:39 pm hey look everyone i'm updating!!!
Current Mood: optimistic
i know i need to do this more often. :( i know that it is healthy and all that fun stuff.

a lot has been going on. for those of you who i don't keep in contact with more i am sorry...

i started a job with the washington state liquor control board on june 1st. i have an awesome manager who lets me "express" myself and recognizes my hard work :)

for those of you who have read leo's journal you may know that we have had a lot of rough patches in the last couple of months. a LOT of problems :(

we are working through them and i am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

these last 8 months feel like the dark ages, being unemployed for 6 months and still needing to make ends meet and pay medical bills... my wonderful parents helped us to at least even out the field so that we could start fresh. had over $4,000 dollars in debt and they helped us pay that off. now we just need to pay them.

still it is nice to breath for the moment and the illusion of being out of debt does a lot to easy my mind.

thank you mom and dad!!!!

as for my health, i am feeling almost normal, most of the time. i still have my moments and i have noticed i am having a lot more memory problems lately... maybe that is the reason for this strung-out version of the here and now.

the important thing is that i am functional, have a job that makes me money, and i surround myself with people that at least try to understand.

once again i am optimistic and i can feel the love :P hehe...

thank you all for being here for me in whatever capacity it maybe.

love you all,

mikey
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May. 20th, 2007 @ 10:40 pm well duhh!!! :)

Your Score: Curvy and Naughty


Raw score: 70% Big Breasts, 50% Big Ass, and 44% Cute!





Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to larger breasts, larger asses, and sexier composures than others who've taken the test.

Note that you like women overall curvier than average.

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Recommended Celebrities: Supermodel Laetitia Casta and Actress Angelina Jolie.

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May. 20th, 2007 @ 09:57 pm look ma i am crazy!!! :)

Your Score: Not psychotic, but..


You scored 50 delusions, 60 disorder, and 11 substances!


You have a mood disorder. Depression, neurosis or something else. If you don't seek help, you might end up being psychotic.

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